Sorry for not being perfect

tomorrow will be last paper and i will be free~~~~ free from exams......but dun know why.. sth came out from my mind..and i wanna express it out...Ausmat... a shit and hard course.. but it changed my thoughts... or should i say..it gave me 2nd chance.... i was a bad boy... got discipline problem... damn poor results... didnt obey my parents...basically i had all the bad features that parents will not want from their kids...last week i had my 4 papers...i studied as hard as i could... 200 times harder than spm... why? cox i wanna get good results..why? cox i wanna impress my parents...why? i disappointed them too much... i always let them down...i nvr make them proud... not even once.. all my cousins kena jpa...but me... sigh.... when my parents attended prize giving ceremony...they were looking at other kids..who were standing on the stage.... but not me.. i knew how much they wanted to see me on the stage... but i nvr...... sorry mum and dad... sorry for everything i did in the past... sorry for not being a perfect son....

it's gonna end

it's gonna end.. my college life...my sunway life... i am going back soon... and maybe after moral studies i wont be coming back... gonna go somewhere else to continue my study... i guess we all have to face it... 天下没有不散之筵席。。。。

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hmmm.... just came back from movie with zi hang and annand.. i watched Pandorum.. it was nice and scary...haha.. it got me for a few times... zi hang was busy sms-ing with his new found target and keep asking annand about the content after the movie finished showing..lol... and before the movie..i went dinner with them in 1 vegetarian restaurant near pyramid there... the vegetarian mutton LOOKS like mutton and tasted ok... i was hoping that they will have a customer feedback.. i will sure suggest them to open a branch near sunway college...then i will go eat everyday... sure become damn skinny..xD...*dreaming*.... anyway... nothin much had happen today la...SO FAR..lol... the night is still young..haha...but on the way back to hostel..i bought ramli burger(beef burger special x mahu mayonis)xD.. dun know why ar.. easily get hungry today... maybe cox of lack of meat during dinner gua....... gotta go to study lo... WACE coming... stress ar!!... my hair is getting lesser and lesser...omg...>.<...

InTRo!!!!

well..everyone start blogging.. so i think i might start blogging as well.. ok...right... now..erm... a very very very short intro about myself..my name is Darren... secondary school's friends usually call me yan... but i got a lot of nicknames here at sunway college...like ting ting... kung fu panda..food.....==... i am currently 17..turning 18 during december this year... satisfied with my life so far except my results...."why i never get good grades for my studies ar?" that's the question that i always been asking myself.. oh ya oh ya.. forgot.. i am from Sibu,a small and yet nice town in Sarawak. full of memories and NICE FOOD....haha.... argghh..miss kampua so much..~.~.... anyway... this is my 1st blog post.... so...hope u guys can stay around and check out my blog from time to time... i may not update it everyday as i am really lazy...xD.....so erm... have a nice and pleasant day...^^